Being a member of the "non-custodial club" is a membership that I would rather not be a part of. However, the love I had for my beloved daughter ALYSSA, and all my children, is one of the greatest blessings of my life other than my faith and love in God/Yesuah (aka Jesus).
This video is so meaningful that I narrated it (i.e. my own voice) which is something new to me.
I also included heartfelt words for my granddaughters Kailah and Aniyah who I love very much. I never imagined I would be apart from them, this Christmas or otherwise, but I pray that they know there is a difference between the love and desire for them to lead a happy life, between them and their mother. I have loved my daughter, their mother, since before the womb but I pray things will change for her as she (truly) deserves happiness - good health in all ways - and someone exceptional to spend her life with.
ALYSSA you will always be in my heart with each breath I take and my blood runs through your veins (contrary to the old testament/centuries ago Jewish beliefs that the blood came from the mother yet science has proven for decades it comes solely from the Father).
You have an exceptional mother (sans the custodial/visitation aspects) who loves you unconditionally. So do I. Just as much. You need both of your parents in your life. Life is (sadly) never guaranteed in length, or quality, of. But know this...I love you with a burning passion and nothing will ever change that (i.e. geography, the upcoming years, time, etc.).
Love always,
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Your Father
*** To others who visit this blog I wish you all a Happy Hannukah and a HAPPY New Year (for 2020) . Take care and may God bless you.
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